Just a few minutes ago i honestly considered to get one. It would really help out with my skin problems. Ok, not really, but at least no one would notice my crap skin. Too bad i do not live in arabia and wearing a chador in public in my place would be just weird. Anyway. Yesterday i made some life-changing decision. Like to start dieting. Yeah -  i know fifteen is definitely not the right age for dieting and it wouldn't do any good to my health, but hey - my short 162cm stature carries on 56kg of weight. Most girls my age, who are even higher than me, weigh 50 or less. And by the way - my thighs are bigger than my hips. And that doesn't help me when i buy clothes, because if pants suit me well in thighs, they are too big in waist area and vice versa . That's frustrating.. Anyways, i should get back to the story. So, i considered to diet, eat only low-fat products and tralalala, but my  "diet" was stopped even before starting - mom brought home "Rafaelos". So that's where we gonna finish this story ;DD

My war with computer viruses took more time, than i thought it would. More than week passed, and i still haven't finished it yet. Good thing - it's coming to an end. The main freezing problem is defeated. So i can browse normally again. Too bad, when i began with computer-cleaning, i deleted all cookies. It wasn't a problem at first - i only use one password for everything, but after a while i realized, that i couldn't log in to my flickr account. And the password recovery doesn't do any good - the nickname, what i asked password for, has a different alternative e-mail that mine. So i don't get the thing - have i forgotten my password or yahoo does weird things? I guess i will have to create a new account. Of well..

[aaaaah, god, i have just tried to write something and somehow i managed to go back in history and delete all that i have written so far. Yay for livejournal, auto-saving drafts. yayay.] 

So, in a past few days i got really hooked up on vintage things. I've always been fond of old things, but now the fondness is taking over ;D So my friends have to bear my ramblings how much i had to be born in 30s in america, so i would me 20 y/o by 50s ;D That would be amazing.

At this point, i think i should go to bed. I have plenty of work to do tomorrow, so i need to rest. So, i will pick my random-towel-made chador off my head, close the window, turn off the computer and go to bed.

wish me luck, heheh ;D

Actually, she didn't tell me this. She always tells me to be careful, but it always ends badly.

My third post here this year. I'm surprised with myself. Seriously. 

Summer is going fairly well. Earning some real money, while clicking ads and trying to earn some more. I don't event know if those things work ;D Maybe they're just cheating on silly people like me. Oh well, the hope dies last.

Listening to Viva la Vida by Coldplay. God, i have just realised how much i love this song. It was like 2 hours ago ;D

I envy my friends. Because they're so talented. And i'm not. I'm just so scattered at the moment. I want to do everything - i'm interested in photography, singing, drawing, graphic design and some other things, but i just can't do anything properly. I'm jumping from one thing to another randomly. That's basically why i had left this journal for so long. And i'm not sure if i ever gonna write there after this post.

I don't really like summer. Actually, i pretty much hate it. Mainly because it's unbearably hot most of the time. I can't do anything, i can't go outside, because it feels like i would melt in five minutes ;D
And the reason #1 why i hate summer is..

i have nothing to wear.

Seriously, it's really disturbing. Winter - okay, autumn/spring - okay,  and summer - ???

Luckily, i bought a nice white dress few weeks ago. I'm wearing it tomorrow.

I'm meeting my friend and we're going to cinema. Gonna watch some movie with Johny Depp and Christian Bale. I adore them both. Not because they're handsome and popular, but because they are always different. They're not afraid to take slightly weird roles and work them out. And they're awesome actors. 

Anyways, i should be in bed. Am i? - Okay, that's retorical question ;D
How i'm going to wake up early tomorrow? - well this question is retorical too ;D 

 honestly, isn't that's just weird? Okay, it isn't weird for anyone, except me, because i'm pretty sure there's is no one to read this entry. Aaanyway, why i should write to this journal in english, when i could write into lithuanian ones? Nothing against english, but i speak lithuanian better ;D And i have a plenty of lithuanian blogs, but i'm too uninterested to write something in them. So why I got so interested in this one? The truth is here.. Somewhere. I should be doing nothing. No, not sleeping yet. Just doing plainly nothing - like refreshing forums, even though there's no active users, because every normal person, who's living in this time zone, is sleeping now. Well, that's not me, obviously. I guess it's more interesting to chat with myself and speak about nothing and make excuses about my crap english, than to write something more meaningful in lithuanian. Yup, that's the true. So i figured one thing out. yay! 

Maybe it's a start to something? We'll see..

It's funny, isn't it? I'm a total procrastinator and shiz. It's been a long time since my last post, huh? I randomly remembered this journal just a few days ago. I have changed so much since my last post. I don't know yet, has it been a good changement ar a bad. Well, one thing stays - my english is still crap. I'm 15y/o now and after summer holidays i will be going to 9th form. I don't make graphics so often as I used to [well, you haven't seen my "active" time, so whatever]. Now i listen to a different music than i was listening. I can say, that the Phantom of the Opera has changed my life a bit. I hate that musical now, though.

Today is a rainy day. It's not raining now, but the sky is all dark.

I'm not sure, if i will write again anytime soon.

But today is today.

So goodbye today, hello tomorrow

Today for you, tomorrow for me ;D

Okay, i know, fine, bye ;]

okay, guys, this does pretty much suck. I hate myself. when i started this journal, i promised myself to keep it updated. Did i keep my words? well, you see it..

and you know what's the worst? My head is full of new ideas, like to open my deviantart, my design site and such, but i know, that it would end like this journal. So, just a few moments ago[when i was having bath, i always said, that the best ideas starts in bathroom.. or toilet.. anyways ;DD] i decided to make an "experiment" Now i have to keep this journal updated everyday, and if do it for 30 days, i will let myself[and HOW WEIRD does that sound?] to open my deviantart[or design site], if i still want to, and if i won't do it.. i will let myself to drown into self-pityness and so on..

i know, this post doesn't make much sense, it isn't even interesting, or funny or anything, but you would really help if you would leave me a comment. I don't require a long, reasoned comment, i could just be like "good luck" or something. It would REALLY help.


So let's get started. Since now it's almost midnight i will not count this day, i will start from tomorrow. Today is, let's call it "day 0"


wish me luck, and good night ;]

[by the way, the spell check says, that "pityness" is bad word. what i should use instead?]

my first icon post just before your eyes ;D

most of the icons are 80x80 size, i just felt more comfortable with that.

includes:

100x100 phantom of the opera [8]
100x100 amy winehouse [3]
100x100 robbie williams; megan fox [1]
80x80 britney spears [10]
80x80 gerard butler/emmy rossum [18]
80x80 dan radcliffe [9]
80x80 melissa joan hart [12]

teasers:



( why so silent, good monsieurs? )

hello all, this is my first post in lj. i'm so excited and i don't know why ^^. Maybe my santa hat on my head makes me to do that. I believe that this is not interesting for you, so i just introduce myself.

i'm [almost C;]14 years old and i'm from Lithuania. And my name is Eveline, but you can call me anything you want[ just don't be rude ;DD]. it's kinda hard for me to speak english, but i hope you'll understand.

I'm working with adobe photoshop cs2 for about 1 year.  i'm going to post my icons and stuff in this journal.

And, i guess, that would be all ;]]] Feel free to ask me, if you want to.


P.S. I know i'm a little bit late, but Merry Christmas for you all. I hope the presents you found under christmas tree[or anywhere else, i believe that doesn't make a big deal] were good ;]]